I've just had a surreal week...it was like one crisis after another with Thursday just being weird in a good way, I suppose...completely not what I expected in the good sense, I suppose, very strange...and the today and Tuesday were defintely freakout mad insane fix this now kind of things...which usually suck and in this case, did. I hate when work seems tame and managable...I miss bidding 4 jobs a day for a month and working Saturdays and just pressure, pressure, pressure...it made coming home relaxing and pretty much anything relaxing and minor...now it seems like I spend more time fixing stuff at home than spending time with my wife and children....I hate that...but I guess that's life....

and somehow I managed to lose most of tonight to Quake...oddly enough in deathmatch against Anne...which the odd thing is she enjoyed it and thought it was fun....I was ready to quit and just surf the web and she wanted to keep going....I didn't figure Quake DM would be something that appealed to her...*sniff* I have a gamer grrrrrl for a daughter....I think she's growing up